By Syed Arif Hussaini

August 30, 2007

Nostalgia for the Homeland

Despite the easy access here in California to exemplary creature comforts, I miss and miss badly the sights, sounds and smells of the homeland, of Pindi/Islamabad in particular where I lived, worked and enjoyed life for over two decades. The nostalgia becomes more profound on independence Day every year as memories of the past 60 years come rushing to mind -many happy and exhilarating with some sad and depressing.
The first two decades of the country’s history were marked with remarkable attainments against numerous odds. The third decade witnessed the dismemberment of the country and nationalization of basic industries in the name of social justice. Thanks to the charisma and rhetoric of Mr. Bhutto, the common man remained buoyant and kept his head high.
The fourth decade found Pakistan engulfed in a proxy war with a super power. The collapse and disintegration of that super power speaks volumes for the valor of the Afghans and the excellent support provided to them by Pakistan. There is, however, no victor in a war: the defeated is a bigger loser than the winner. The rewards for Pakistan of the war were the Klashnikov culture, widespread informal economy, drug barons, smugglers, and a spurt of violence and crime because of easy access to war surplus weapons.
The fifth decade witnessed the leadership of the country falling into the hands of two puny leaders who were too incompetent to provide the much-needed buttress to a badly hit economy. They could hardly provide a solution inasmuch as they constituted themselves the major part of the problem. They used power for personal pelf.
Major events of this entire period come rushing to mind when I reminisce now about Pakistan. The mosaic of memories carries some amusing patches too. These immediately occur to mind perhaps because I miss them here.
Living here in California, blessed with several modern amenities, I feel on each national day an intense nostalgia for the lifestyle and values of the native land.
Man has contributed immensely to the charm and beauty of California -a vast desert in its natural state. The sand hills and dunes are all verdant hillocks studded with houses built on steppes and clearings on the hillsides that look like dollhouses from a distance.
Anaheim Hills, where I live with my sons now, is as its very name suggests studded with beautiful hills, dales and canyons. But, I yarn for the sights of the hills of Margala in Islamabad whose natural attractions have been unfortunately depleting with each change of government. Propelled by political power, each new regime finds the lap of these mini-Himalayas suitable for being parceled out in patronage. I hope the limits of geography have put an end to this nefarious practice.
Believe it or not, I am nostalgic for the various forms of pollution: streets caked with animal wastage, and oozing of clogged sewers littered with the overflow of uncollected garbage piled on the sidewalks. The emanating stenches might be a nasal disaster for a Western visitor but for the locals they are the cure for many mental ailments, arrogance for one.
Even ghosts and poltergeists do not haunt houses in the vicinities of such stench-making dumps which are fast becoming ubiquitous -the number may vary from area to area but they adorn the sights everywhere. You become so used to them that you start missing them should the municipality in one its fits of efficiency clear your familiar dump.
The odor reaches all regardless of rank or address. No barrier can shut it out; no social distinction can save one from it. I miss that leveler, that equalizer!
A cynic attributed Benazir’s 25 foreign trips in as many months of her rule to this ubiquitous stench. She is now in a self-imposed exile to London/Dubai enjoying her wealth suspected of being ill-gotten. So is her alter ego in corruption, bearing a name in total contrast to his public conduct. Both are pining for a return to the country to resume their expertise in robbing public exchequer. The widespread corruption in India in defense purchases, exposed by Teheleka.Com, pales into insignificance when compared with the amounts usurped by our Twiddle-Dee and Twiddle-Dum.
There are more cars here in just one city, Los Angeles, than in all of Pakistan. Yet, there are fewer accidents. A bruised, dented and accident-damaged car is seldom seen. Traffic is well regulated and the ‘meek’ drivers religiously obey the traffic rules. The traffic jam, a monster spawned by civilization, has been largely brought under control here. It is so colorless, so prosaic!
I miss, therefore, this multi-faceted, enormous monster in the cities of Pakistan. Cars, buses, wagons, horse carriages, motorbikes, bicycles and pedestrians all melt together in one agglomerate mess. Everyone seems to be driven by some frantic demon of haste in total disregard of traffic rules. Even the stray dogs and cats appear supercharged as though late for an appointment. Total chaos is the stuff of the traffic jam.
In the middle of this mess could be seen three or four traffic constables blowing their whistles and shaking their arms in all directions. Theirs is no mean contribution to the mess. Some give them total credit for it. I have never seen a situation so dismal that a policeman of Pakistan couldn’t make it worse!
Caught in a traffic jam, you are buffeted with the fumes of unwashed bodies and the stench of ‘niswar’ mixed with wafts from the adjoining gutter overflowing on to the road. You keep turning your head from side to side till your nostrils get used to both and your brain becomes numb and insensitive to time and space.
History tells us how Moses crossed the Sinai with his people, how Caesar crossed the Rubicon with his men, how Sultan Muhammad Fateh crossed with his armada the strip of land to reach the Basphorous and conquer Constentinople (Istanbul). A pedestrian who manages to cross a street in say Karachi amid a traffic jam deserves no less a notable place in history, provided of course he does manage to reach the other side alive.
At ‘rush hour’ -a self-contradictory term, an oxymoron, since the crush of traffic precludes speed and consequent rush -conductors load as many as thirty passengers into a wagon designed for fifteen. The build up of pressure inside the vehicle forces much of this human baggage through windows and door openings to cling to the sides like squids to a rock.
I miss also the rags and riches paradox -tenements huddling pitifully in the shadow of mansions, splendors of the posh localities sneering at the filth of shantytowns. The poor living close by the rich and the contrast in their housing embarrassing those of sensitivity, troubling those of conscience and mocking those of faith. This counterpoint of squalor and luxury strikes like a lady with diamonds round her neck but her toes sticking out of torn, shabby shoes.
I long and hunger for such sights; I am nostalgic for them.
(arifhussaini@hotmail.com: 714-921-9634)

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